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The Wishes It Makes

by Sorio99

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Each time, I see you in the night And wonder if I can Begin to ever say And make you understand I can’t help but find The way you make me feel It’s like my heart’s restarting Now all I fear is the parting You may think I miss your glances But I feel like taking chances Tell me could you ever love me Or should I just stare Tell me even if I’m broken Could you ever care I don’t know what you saw in me I don’t know if you saw me at all But I saw you, and it made me feel Way too god damn small I’ve been working since that day To be something more than me But I don’t know if I can really Be who I want you to see I can’t help but find myself Wondering what you see And if you’re really watching For who I’m gonna be Tell me could you ever love me And baby don’t you lie And if the day comes where you’ll never see me Well, could you ever cry Oh Isn’t there something Amazing about what we See And oh Can you imagine The wonder you’re raising in Me I Just want to tell you My feelings are going to Be Tell me, could you ever love me Even if I stare Maybe my heart will be broken, But could you be there
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One day when I get the chance I can tell you how Maybe that will make up for How I’m feeling now When I see you again I Think that I may try If you’re not still trying to Be with Dub or Eye I can tell you I hope that I don’t grow up fast But if I do, then promise me The loneliness won’t last I hope when I see you next I can Tell you how I really feel I hope when you see me next we can Agree on what may be real I hope when I see you next I can Make sense of what’s good and bad I hope when you see me next you think They’re the best I’ve had One day I hope that I can Walk us down the aisle Maybe its a bit forward But you do beguile How can I explain to you What you make me do Maybe it’s just a matter Of me telling you I’m not sure if I’ll ever Make a salient point But if I do, I can tell you Your heart will fill with joy I hope when I see you next I can Tell you how I really feel I hope when you see me next we can Agree on what may be real I hope when I see you next I can Make sense of what’s good and bad I hope when you see me next you think They’re the best I’ve had I hope when I see you next I can Tell you how I really feel I hope when you see me next we can Agree on what may be real I hope when I see you next I can Make sense of what’s good and bad I hope when you see me next you think They’re the best I’ve had
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It’s 9 at night, and I’m begging for silence The kids next door have learned the pleasures of violence And I’m In bed alone It used to be easy, can we go back to those days New fashioned kids practicing old fashioned ways Cause I’m Stuck here at home And I know that it’s selfish And I know that I’m wrong And I know I’m just sitting here Singing a dumb little song But I’m just not used to being alone It’s 11 PM, these kids just keep on their way While I try to find the words I’m trying to say Cause I’m Not quite a poet I’m not too pretty, and it was easy to tell But you looked at me, and suddenly I felt well And I Think that you know it And I’m trying to tell you I miss the way that you stared And I know it seems silly That I actually cared About the little glances You shot my way But I guess what I Am trying to say Is I’m still not used to being alone And I keep praying I keep hoping You might just keep Your door open I don’t think that I’m alright but I don’t wanna Say goodnight ‘cause Every moment I can’t find you Keeps on weighing On my mind do You think this is All a riot Im just praying For some quiet It’s 6 in the morning, and I wish I could say That I just got up, I’m going to start my day But I I’m not a liar I stayed up all night trying to get it all out Tried to ignore all of my sadness and doubt Cause my Heart is on fire And I wish I could tell you I’ll be fine on my own But now I don’t have something I know I can call home And I’ve spent years wondering Should I have stayed And fought my conscience With the games we played Cause I can’t sleep now Cause it’s not my home Maybe I’m just not used to being alone
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So Damn Long 03:22
Well if no-one else will start I guess it falls to me How long has it been since we Last saw you I know that things have changed That’s just how things will be But right now there’s so much I Want to do We’ve been waiting So damn long To see you here Again And the world’s been Emptier without you My friend I got a feeling that You’ll understand And I think I know I do And I don’t know how much You want to say Or how much I mean to you But if you ever need to talk to me Even if it’s just to say hey I hope you know that I’ll be there for you No matter what comes our way We’ve been waiting So damn long To see you here Again And the world’s been Emptier without you My friend I see you there My heart feels gold I didn’t know I felt so cold We’ve been waiting So damn long To see you here Again And the world’s been Emptier without you My friend We’ve been waiting So damn long To see you here Again And a home will Always be here for you My friend I’ve been waiting So damn long To see you all Again And this time, I’m Not going to leave you, my Friends
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Nah, It’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway Now come on, there’s no need to fight I promise, you’re gonna be okay I had a feeling that I wouldn’t be there for you In exactly the same way And I hope that you can understand Why I took the time to walk away And I know that you don’t quite see it The same way that I do But I’d hope that you know I’m just trying to do What’s best for you Nah, It’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway Now come on, there’s no need to fight I promise, you’re gonna be okay A few short months, I’ll be out of mind There’s nothing left to say Hey, it’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway Now I don’t think I need to say that I love you, Cause I think that you know But I’ve my doubts about if you could say it back I wouldn’t mind even so I don’t need to be cradled or rocked I’m fine exactly how I am But there’s no point in me trying to debate If I don’t even have a plan Nah, It’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway Now come on, there’s no need to fight I promise, you’re gonna be okay A few short months, I’ll be out of mind There’s nothing left to say Hey, it’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway And I don’t know if I could ever look in your eyes And admit what I feel But in a sense I almost think that it’s better that way, Cause it makes it less real I’m not sure if I could ever explain What it is that I want you to see Aw, now don’t give me that, come on You don’t need to worry ‘bout me Nah, It’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway Now come on, there’s no need to fight I promise, you’re gonna be okay You won’t even know I’m gone I’ll be that far away Hey, it’s fine, I swear I’m alright You’re better without me, anyway
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Let me just say, before anything else: none of this is your fault I know well, I’m not afraid to admit when I was wrong But, I also know I couldn’t take it if you were gone I could say I don’t know better or don’t realize at all But I know you deserve better and I should make the call It’s not your fault that I’m not ready You aren’t to blame that I’m afraid Don’t blame yourself if I can’t do it It’s not on you that we’re not made Don’t misunderstand me lover, I love you still, I do But as much as I would love it I just don’t deserve you I could dive my head back under and tell you I’m alive But you ought to be with someone who knows how to let you thrive It’s not your fault that I’m not ready You aren’t to blame that I’m afraid Don’t blame yourself if I can’t do it It’s not on you that we’re not made A couple years from now, perhaps We’ll be together here again But if we fall apart from this It’s not on you we reached the end I know this road, I have walked it for far too many days If I’ve learned just one thing from it it’s that nothing good stays I’m afraid of what I’d do to you if I lost control I don’t want to ever hurt you, ‘cause that would kill my soul It’s not your fault that I’m not ready You aren’t to blame that I’m afraid Don’t blame yourself if I can’t do it It’s not on you that we’re not made A couple years from now, perhaps We’ll be together here again But if we fall apart from this It’s not on you we reached the end It’s not your fault that I’m not ready You aren’t to blame that I’m afraid Don’t blame yourself if I can’t do it It’s not on you that we’re not made A couple years from now, perhaps We’ll be together here again But if we fall apart from this It’s not on you we reached the end
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Hey! Do you mind Oh, please! It’s not like you own the idea of music Ugh! Look I’m not afraid to say what I need to say Hey, that’s my Shush And I think I’m done with running away Is that even how you play the violin And I’ve been watching you for longer than I can even admit Okay, is that supposed to be friendly, romantic, or creepy Cause, I’m getting creepy from it And I think I’m done with trying to hide from all this shit Okay, first off, again, this is definitely my style that you’re using here And second, is this leading somewhere genuine, or what I wanna tell you what I’ve thought for quite some time Oh don’t you think it could be mine Like what could be yours My heart? It’s heart? Tiny’s heart Look, it doesn’t matter, just…ugh Look, you try matching that, if you’re so good Oh, my pleasure I’ve been working for this role for most of my life And I don’t need any more unwanted strife And I want to tell you the thoughts you put in my head Sounding a bit full there Shut up But I’m just stuck here arguing with myself and you instead So what I’m saying is You let me know the way I feel, and then it’s done But don’t you think that I’m the one The one who what? Can’t make up his mind Oh please, that’s rich coming from you, oh so perfect artist You know, if I didn’t love you so much, I’d punch you Shit. Uh, never speak of this again Yeah, yeah, that, that’s cool Alright, uh, well, I’m gonna go, look for It Okay, right, I’ll go, hang out with Tiny Cool I’m always scared I’ll mess it up, and be left out ‘Cause don’t you think that there’s a doubt I’ve wasted so much time, crying on all fours But don’t you think I could be yours
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I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say I don’t know what went wrong But now I’m not okay I don’t know where to turn Is there nothing to do I could look everywhere And my last chance is you So won’t you take my hand And lead me from this place And take me to a safer space Just for tonight, please stay with me Just for tonight, I need you here Just for tonight, when I’m afraid Just for tonight, stay by my dear Just for tonight, while it’s all done To keep the thoughts away, you see I don’t want to ask more of you But for tonight, please stay with me I don’t know what to say How the hell to respond When you ask this of me I mean come the hell on You can’t push me away Then try to hold me close Why I put up with this Only god themself knows ‘Cause I can’t leave you here To wallow in despair And I can’t pretend like I don’t still care So for just one night Just for tonight, I’ll stay with you Just for tonight, I’ll be right here Just for tonight, don’t be afraid ‘Cause for tonight, I’m here my dear Just for tonight, now it’s all done I’ll keep the thoughts away, it’s true So until you’re dead sick of me Just for tonight, I’ll stay with you I have thoughts in my head That I can’t quite explain And I wish you could see What’s inside of my brain How am I meant to express Just how much I’ve thought of you Is there an answer we have Of what we’re meant to do Cause I want to be with you For as long as I can And if you somehow still don’t understand Just for tonight, please stay with me Just for tonight, I need you here Just for tonight, when I’m afraid Just for tonight, stay by my dear Just for tonight, while it’s all done To keep the thoughts away, you see I don’t want to ask more of you But for tonight, please stay with me Just for tonight, please stay with me Just for tonight, I need you here Just for tonight, when I’m afraid Just for tonight, stay by my dear Just for tonight, while it’s all done To keep the thoughts away, you see I don’t want to ask more of you But for tonight, please stay with me
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Can I tell you a secret From the day that we met I knew I was hooked That smile, those eyes That freeze me in one look And every day That we spent apart All those years But you never faded from my heart And I need to tell you How I really feel Separate good from bad And fake from real But what can I tell you You already know How this story goes I love you It’s true And I pray You love me too When I saw you there I couldn’t believe My god, how can This all happen to me When I look in your eyes I feel like I’m home And it’s the safest One that I’ve ever known And I want to tell you What you’ve done for me All of the moments In my memory But what do I tell you When you were right here Erasing my fear I love you It’s true And I’ve prayed You love me too From the moment we met I knew from the start You had my heart I love you It’s true And I think You love me too
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I want you to look me in the eye And tell me what it is you mean I don’t want to hear any lies I’ve had more than enough of that scene I want you to say with a straight face That you really mean what you’re trying to say Cause I don’t think that I could take Another failing heartbreak It’s all true Every word And it might Sound absurd But I love you I do I don’t care How it feels Cause I know This is real And I love you It’s true So could you look me in the eye And tell me you feel the same way Any day now could be the day we die So if we’re ever gonna say it, why not today I don’t want to hear you say it’s stupid For me to love you just the way we both love them Why’ve we spent so long trying to Fight these feelings off, my old friend It’s all true Every word And it still Sounds absurd But I love you I do And I know It feels strange And I might Be deranged But I love you It’s true I feel it burning in my heart I feel the fire on my feet I know it’s not always the same But I remember well this heat I feel the fire in my veins Every time I’m across from you And after all this time apart I know what I’m supposed to do Supposed to do It’s all true Every word And it might Sound absurd But I love you I do I don’t care How it feels Cause I know This is real And I love you It’s true
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I’ve been thinking of Where I put my love And I don’t know what to do You could see me here Wearing out my fear But I’m not afraid of you I can see you there In the open air And it fills my heart with joy You look me in the eye And I want to cry I guess it’s no use playing coy I want to tell you but don’t think that I should But if I’m here I won’t be misunderstood After all these years I am done with tears And I know just what I should do You can hurt me some Or you can try to run But I’m not afraid of you I feel it in my throat And I can only hope That you don’t see what’s in my head A thousand words inside Nowhere they can hide But are they better left unsaid I’ve held it inside of me for far too long And now I don’t even care if I am wrong After every fight Comes another night And the feelings coming through You may not understand And it might just sound bland But I’m not afraid of you I’ve worried all this time About these thoughts of mine And I’ve struggled to get free No I’m not scared of you But if I’m being true I’m still a bit afraid of me But I won’t hide today I’m making my own way And I am going to just be And all these parts of you I choose what makes me too And I am not afraid of me
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Sometimes, I see you in the night And wonder if we will Be all we meant to be With our hearts beating still And I don’t care what they think of me I don’t care if they see me at all Cause I see you, and now I know that We won’t be too small Tell me how far we’ve come, and I’ll Reply we’ve miles to go But what’s the point in telling you When we already know Oh Isn’t there something amazing in what we’ve become And oh Seeing the sight of you all only leaves me undone I Don’t want to miss one more second here under your sun Tell me, will you always love me Will you always care Even if I cry or break, then Will you still be there

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Ever wonder what it sounds like when one weirdo from Texas performs as four different people? Wonder no longer! The Wishes It Makes is a brand new love story that's sure to get everyone asking "Wait, are they trying to serenade themself?"

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released September 24, 2022

Bonus track originally written and composed by Pat Ballard.

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